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May 31st, 2005, 04:39 PM
I understood your situation and tried to be supportive but all I received was criticism for what I wasn't doing. For 6 months your rejected me. So I found Ana. She became a good friend and eventually my lover. When I told you about her you freaked out. Then you were gone and again I was the bad guy. Then you're fucking Jerri and then I hear all these nasty rumors about your cum-guzzling adventures with all those different men. I was astonished by your ability to lie and how convincing you thought you were. You underestimated my awareness.
I came clean but you couldn't because you aren't. And now you have the balls to try and reinsert yourself into my life. Fuck you!...I lost faith in you Jan. What a pity that now you're just another casino slut. You can live out your fantasies about how fucking desireable you believe yourself to be and continue to be used and then thrown away. I tired of your victim mentality. I tired of your lies. I tired of your refusal to face who you are. Even though I still fuck you my heart is dead to you. To me you are what you are...just another fuck.
I came clean but you couldn't because you aren't. And now you have the balls to try and reinsert yourself into my life. Fuck you!...I lost faith in you Jan. What a pity that now you're just another casino slut. You can live out your fantasies about how fucking desireable you believe yourself to be and continue to be used and then thrown away. I tired of your victim mentality. I tired of your lies. I tired of your refusal to face who you are. Even though I still fuck you my heart is dead to you. To me you are what you are...just another fuck.